Psalm 13

 Psalm 13 by Nate Hale

"How long, O Lord, will You forget me forever?

How long, O Lord, will You hide your face from me?

Long enough, long enough, have I carried this load of sorrow.

Long enough, long enough, have I lived with this heart full of pain.

I want to look life in the eye.

I'm tired of falling down on my face.

I'm throwing myself into Your loving arms

And now it's time to celebrate

Your rescue... 

So, I will sing at the top of my lungs.

Yes, I will sing of Your unfailing love.

For You have delivered me

From the worst of my enemies.

So, I will sing to the Lord

For He has been good to me."

These lyrics describe the feelings I had (and have) about the miscarriages. The depth of despair, the heartache and grief...but also the joy of learning how unfailing God's love really is. The feelings of rejection and the realization that He had been there the entire time. And the joy, the peace, the rest that comes from knowing that He hasn't and won't leave me. Us. How He loves us!!

So, I will sing at the top of my lungs.

Yes, I will sing of Your unfailing love.

For You have delivered me

From the worst of my enemies.

So, I will sing to the Lord

 For He has been good to me!